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    Good points.

    posted by  Brandon Hayes in Germany forum 

    well someone on youtube.com says france has issues with racism too. but i don't know if its true.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PPf0aRRkQm0

    but i'm also trying to create alot of space between myself and family. my family is a very dysfunctional upper middle class family. they're snobs. i want to get AWAY from them.

    right now its like pie in the sky dreams. i have to get my credentials first. i major in finance but i left school and now i'm back. once i pull this off i will have some options.

    my reasons for wanting to leave are what i mentioned. simplyp ut there are things about being african-american that i hate. i may have opportunity but it comes with a price.

    i feel like i failed as a man and people like to remind me of that am. because i don't have a career-money people look down on me i live with family and they mistreat me. i will have a career but i have too many snobs around me. i want to get to a place where yes there is prosperity but no alot of snobs.

    i want to have a fresh start. i want to start my life over in a new culture where there is some prosperity where black men are respected. i thought Germany was the place. i don't want to move to a 3rd world country. and i don't want to go to a racist country.

    i want to go somewhere where all the materialism and status and lookism is not an issue. its "what type of person is he"

    my favorite french actresses are

    fanny ardant, juliette binoche, irene jacob, and new woman Marian Hands. these ladies are real women to me.

    american society doesn't respect the average looking middle class african-american man. and african-americans have prejudice toward each other. so i cannot stand it.

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